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Words Unsaid
There is a place inside my head
Where lie all things I've left unsaid
In a blackened cave inside my mind
All my angry thoughts you'll find
From every time I bit my tongue
And every curse I could have flung
These thoughts I had in fits of rage
Or could not write down on a page
They ring through me in a silent shout
Fighting for me to let them out
The anger in me makes me quake
There's only so much I can take
But I will not let them go
These thought no one should ever know
I don't care if I am driven insane
I wont see their faces reflect my pain
So I keep them in their cave
Where they can fester and madly rave
The ones I love I can not hurt
Even when I feel like dirt
In my mind if I let them free
The one hurt most will still be me
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Literature
A Wilting Rose
Before you stands a rose
Such a pretty little thing
So dear to your heart
that you could almost sing
But you would neglect it
you fail to give it care
A single petal blackens  
And tumbles through the air
Before you stands a rose
who's needs you would deny
On the plinth you place below it
more petals come to lie
You must learn to hear its voice
You must understand its cries
But every time you fail
another petal dies
Before you stands a rose
Its petals lying dead
The final one has fallen
Like a tear that has been shed
The final petal comes to rest
It just could not hang on on
You didn't learn to hear its voice
And now your final chance is gone
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Literature
What do you see?
If I had the strength
to tell you what was on my mind
would you think that I was stronger?
Or would you think that I was blind
I want you to see me
not as some dull and stupid fool
But as a man free of weakness
Someone you would not ridicule
But you don't trust me anymore
You think I can not learn
You don't believe that I can change
But it's for your approval that I yearn
Have I been wrong so many times
that you think me changing is a lie?
Have I failed so far to understand you
that you won't even try?
Fear and anger fight inside me
I fear most what you would say
if I told you all my angry thoughts
Then you would surely turn away
If I told you what I was thinking
and never told a lie
you would look away in silence
and a piece of me would die
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What I Think About Me :iconwolfs-pain:Wolfs-Pain 0 0
Literature
Vengeance Rides
A bloody moon is rising over what you have done
Everything is burning beneath this dying sun  
An inferno is rising from the purity of my hate
With this act of madness you have sealed your fate
The red moon has risen and there is death in the air
Only it hears the oath of furious vengeance I swear
My black wings spread wide before murderous eyes
A dark cloud of ravens now takes to the skies
A chorus of doom speeds me on my path
Their terrible song lending voice to my wrath
You took them from me and their blood stains my soul
I can still hear their voices and I'm loosing control
I hear them all screaming inside my head
They shout and they whisper and they all want you dead
The moon stains the dust that rises in my wake
This bellowing engine makes the earth tremble and shake
My hatred and fury exploding in a V8 roar
My flanks sheathed in metal and painted in gore
Blood marks your trail and there is nothing you can do
Nothing can stop me as I'm coming for you
It will end here no matt
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Literature
Losing Control
A black abyss is consuming me
I feel impotent
Inadequate
I feel it tearing at my mind
It ravages my body
Everything falls apart
All lost to the wind
My weakness has spawned my doom
Too weak
Too stupid
In the darkness there is nothing
All you see is what lies within you
All that is weak
All that is wrong
All that is painful
And I see what I am
Pathetic
The storm rages
It engulfs my mind
Im drowning in my fear
In my shame
It fills me with disgust
So many ways I could do better
So many chances have I lost
My heart clenches
My chest grows tight
I cant breath
I cant think
Im dying slowly
This agonizing torture
My own mind rebels
Filled with a thousand screaming voices
All shout and ask the same thing
WHY?
Why do I fail
Why do I falter
Why do I never learn
And so the screaming continues
Im filled by loathing
By hate
Hate for myself
Hate
Hate
I dont know what to do anymore
I cant even think strait
Things didnt fall apart by chance
They fell apart because I let them
Damn me for what I am
I jus
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Literature
The Fairy
A warrior once beheld a castle
A great tower made of stone
It jutted high into the heavens
And within a golden throne
Within this bastion sat a fairy
A being of immortality and grace
With shining wings of emerald
She was a jewel amongst her race
From her lips poured forth a song
The warriors heart was pained to hear
It was a song of pain and loneliness
Of a life robbed of joy and cheer
Her voice sweet as honey
Belying the nature of her song
The warrior felt a longing
Like he had never felt so strong
He now knew what was before him
A chance to do some good
The fairy queen was waiting
He would return her to her wood
The castle was a prison
The queen in a gilded cage  
But these cold stones could still be broken
They would crumble before his rage
So came down those granite walls
So shattered that golden throne
The fairy queen was free
He brought her safely home
Now the fairy dances slowly
The warrior in her arms
His heart was beating madly
It was a captive of her charms
And so the fo
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Literature
Mad Little Bird
Oh that's nice
Isn't it little bird?
a little tickle
a shiver down your spine
twitching fingers that scratch
clicking against the floor
eyes never stay still
oh yes it's nice
hehehe
can you hear the whispers?
There!
from the wall
that nagging voice that lies
but oh it sounds so nice
bad things it says though
evil little monster
Are you trapped?
no never that
always free and running
that's always nice
pretty colors in the dark
hehehehe
oh? you want it to stop?
foolish little bird
what is there to stop?
your own mind?
hehehehehehehe
oh no it never stops
you are all shiny now
oh that's very nice
hush now little bird
they are coming
they can't see
they would hurt you little bird
take away your nest
make you fly away
that's not very nice
hehehe
watch them though
such pretty dances they do
very pretty
not smart like us though
it talks again
you want to fly away?
bad little bird
no place to fly
in a cage we are
oh but don't worry little bird
I have a key
what is it?
oh but you just see it
and
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Literature
Vengeful
Do you know what happens when you leave someone in the dark?
When you shatter their hope and mangle their heart?
The sins of the past leave their terrible mark
And the madness it brings slowly tears me apart
I hide from the world so they cant see in my eyes
The most broken of souls with so much to say
But I falter under the weight of so many lies
Knowing some things should never see the cruel light of day
And within the cavernous dark of my tortured mind
Something twisted is growing and will soon be unbound
Cut through the walls I have built and all you will find  
Is an inferno of rage that will burn you all to the ground
The fire consumes me but I relish the pain
And last glimpse you will have of me are my eyes
The pieces of my humanity in tears falling like rain
And when I no longer feel pain from the ash I will rise
Though my skin may be burning my heart is covered in ice
With flesh made of cinders and a soul hardened to stone
The gift of life to me was no longer worth the pri
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Literature
Slayers Wrath
It's coming!
I can feel it
The air is getting thick
I'm done waiting
Come beast!
I can hear you
The beat of your wings
My spear yearns to feast
Faster! Hurry!
I can feel the heat
The burning
I can't contain my fury
Oh the beating thrum
I can't stand it!
I'll tear you apart!
My heart's pounding like a drum
YES! I see you there!
You winged demon
You flying inferno
Face me if you dare!
This place is your tomb!
I will destroy you
COME DRAGON!
Come and meet your doom!
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Literature
Undeserved
Is there anything more painful
Than when a mother cries
The tears she weeps in silence
As her child slowly dies
A sudden terror fills her heart
And she screams up to the skies
For the child taken from her
Cut down before her eyes
The child lies in darkness
Crying out in pain and fear
Calling for its mother
The saddest sound you'll ever hear
They did nothing to deserve this
We whisper as we cry
No mother deserves to linger
To watch her innocent child die
The child lies there struggling
Once destined to grow up strong
Now lies broken in the snow
Unable to go on
We stand here silent watching
As guilt and sadness make their mark
Why must life be so crule
We whisper to the dark
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Good guy, Bad guy, a Princess, and Corny Romance :iconwolfs-pain:Wolfs-Pain 1 0
Literature
Anguish of Betrayal
    There is no justice in this world he thought, as he walked through the halls of the ancient palace. No justice for the weak, no hope for the strong.  This had once been a place of great beauty and peace, a beacon of strength and honor for all who had once passed through its gilded gates. It was like him, in a way, a symbol of strength and hope reduced to nothing more than a broken soldier fighting a desperate war. Now it was just another burning ruin. Oh how the mighty have fallen he thought, as he smiled in a moment of cold, bitter humor.
    He could hear them outside the walls, the army that he had brought here with him. Once all loyal soldiers of this ruined place, all turned traitor at his call, ready to fight to the last for their general. He had led them through the gates of their own home, and commanded them to raise it to the ground. The city around them burned, the last of its army had been crushed. Only one thing left for them to do. Despite his
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Literature
Untitled
One single mistake
And it all comes undone
It's always the same
I don't know what I've done
I don't know what went wrong
I don't learn when I should
I keep making mistakes
I never do any good
I'm sorry for my failures
I'm sorry for my crimes
I'm sorry I'm so useless
And I mess up all the time
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Literature
Don't Know What to Say
There are no words
For what I feel
An impotent rage
A festering hate
All for the one
Who would command my fate
No words come to mind
I don't know what to say
Rendered mute by my hope
That perhaps I may be wrong
The whispers of denial
Have twisted my final song
I have no words
For what I feel in my heart
The fear in me is rising
And I'm afraid that I will find
When I look beyond the darkness
That I have been left behind
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Literature
Would you?
Would you fight the demon that doth dwell inside?
Would you stand before the gods and spit upon their pride?
Can you hear the screaming from the endless void?
Can you hear the angels laughing as you are destroyed?
The claws of fear drag across your skin
Digging deep to expose your deepest sin
The darkness rises to steal your soul
What will you do when none are left to pay the toll?
Rise before the might of fate and unleash your rage
Cast down the guards and break the bonds of your cage
Summon what will you have to gaze into the end
Raise thy shield high before all you will defend  
Into the shroud of darkness thou must now ride
Into the battle where so many brave souls have died
The sweet drought of death shall never pass thy lips
So long as from your blade their poison blood still drips
Evil vies for what remains of your burning heart
Would you stand against those that would tear you apart?
Do you have the will to stand before the ravening hoard?
Will you bow down or break those
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There is a place inside my head
Where lie all things I've left unsaid
In a blackened cave inside my mind
All my angry thoughts you'll find
From every time I bit my tongue
And every curse I could have flung
These thoughts I had in fits of rage
Or could not write down on a page
They ring through me in a silent shout
Fighting for me to let them out
The anger in me makes me quake
There's only so much I can take
But I will not let them go
These thought no one should ever know
I don't care if I am driven insane
I wont see their faces reflect my pain
So I keep them in their cave
Where they can fester and madly rave
The ones I love I can not hurt
Even when I feel like dirt
In my mind if I let them free
The one hurt most will still be me
Before you stands a rose
Such a pretty little thing
So dear to your heart
that you could almost sing

But you would neglect it
you fail to give it care
A single petal blackens  
And tumbles through the air

Before you stands a rose
who's needs you would deny
On the plinth you place below it
more petals come to lie

You must learn to hear its voice
You must understand its cries
But every time you fail
another petal dies

Before you stands a rose
Its petals lying dead
The final one has fallen
Like a tear that has been shed

The final petal comes to rest
It just could not hang on on
You didn't learn to hear its voice
And now your final chance is gone
A Wilting Rose
Im not sure im happy with this, not as painful as it should be. If you understand it then maybe i did it right. i dont know. 
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If I had the strength
to tell you what was on my mind
would you think that I was stronger?
Or would you think that I was blind

I want you to see me
not as some dull and stupid fool
But as a man free of weakness
Someone you would not ridicule

But you don't trust me anymore
You think I can not learn
You don't believe that I can change
But it's for your approval that I yearn

Have I been wrong so many times
that you think me changing is a lie?
Have I failed so far to understand you
that you won't even try?

Fear and anger fight inside me
I fear most what you would say
if I told you all my angry thoughts
Then you would surely turn away

If I told you what I was thinking
and never told a lie
you would look away in silence
and a piece of me would die

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And so it starts again
another spear driven through your heart
Well if you did not leave it open
you would not be so torn apart

So here you sit all alone
Whimpering in the dark
Simply drowning in self pity
Letting your weakness leave its mark

Did you really think you were good enough?
You poor naive fool
You widen the rift with every word
And then you whine when they are through

Everything you say is dull
Everything you think you know is wrong
You could never hold their interest
Why let the suffering go on?

Why, I wonder, won't you learn?
Are you too simple to understand?
Too stupid to comprehend?
Every opportunity you let slip right through your hand

Oh, how I loath you
So pathetic and weak
Unable to say what you feel
So afraid to fail when you speak

You are so terrified of rejection
And spend so much time in your head
Its a wonder anybody can stand your overthinking
They will relish the peace when you are dead

And the thoughts of others mean so much
Yet you heed them so little
It really is pathetic to see
You are just so fucking brittle

You are so far from what you want to be
And what you think you are is a lie
A fantasy conceived by a child
And you'll cling to it till you die

You are too terrified to speak your mind
You would rather bite your tongue and lie
So here you cower in the darkness
where none can see you cry

You are never going to learn
And you will not understand
You never seem to move forward
So you will be left right where you stand

Oh how much I hate you
You can not stay this way
You know what it is you want
So either learn, or go away


 

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SingSongGal Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! ^^
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Wolfs-Pain Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey thanks, i appreciate it :)
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SingSongGal Featured By Owner Jun 6, 2017  Hobbyist Writer
You're welcome ^^
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Thank you for the Fav :heart:
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You are very welcome
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Thanks for joining our group! :D
May we be graced by your presence for a long time :meow:

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Any time, thanks for having me. and as long as im on DA ill be here 
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You're welcome ^^
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SingSongGal Featured By Owner Jun 5, 2016  Hobbyist Writer
Happy Birthday! ^^
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Wow thanks very much, i appreciate it :)
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